Behind Every Proposal, a Story Untold

Silence Between the Lines

When I finally sent him a heartfelt message — to explain that I had chosen him carefully, that I believed in his guidance because of years of recommendation and trust but he responded with a single line:
“My commitment to students never changes.”

He don't want answered my calls.
He told my second supervisor, that he was worried about me. ask him to comfort me.
Then he proposed a restructuring of supervision — suggesting that I change my main supervisor.

I cried not because I was weak, but because I felt something sacred had quietly broken.
Not the academic path — that still continued — but the human connection I had hoped would carry me through this lonely journey.

I did not ask for sympathy. I did not ask for praise. But i am not a product by passing around....
I only asked to be heard.

Today, I understand something that perhaps no textbook on Education 5.0 ever taught me:

You can be part of a system that talks about human-centered learning, emotional intelligence, and care — and still feel invisible within it.

I am not just a “research product.”
I am a human learner with emotions.